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Shelter

Age then: early teen
Age now: adult
Physique: medium to tall height, average build, medium length straight hair, Latin
Interests then: animals. Maybe the truest animal lover I knew. Especially cats.
Relationships: friend, crush, near LGF
Positives: Sweet. Well tempered. Dedicated. Still believed in good.
Negatives: Prone to misjudgment and falling into temptation. Maybe too shy, even conformistic.
Comments: Circumstances made this difficult, but I should have fought for her a lot more than I did. She gave me a Siamese cat, who is still there, and still I love her.
What she needed: Know herself loved. Maybe being pushed more. Being given the confidence to try harder on everything.

I miss her terribly. Again, I shouldn't have allowed us to drift apart. I still love her. And despite her defects, she is doing well with the life she was given. We could have children by now. In any case, even though I allowed myself to lose her, she gave me the confidence and certainty that there would and will still be girls, and that trying was worth it. She pulled me back to life and to the dream that a girl would be with me and be my LGF.