All I know is that, for the remaining time of my life, I will never ever be able to again kiss a little lover in that special place. I will never ever be able to feel Her tense Her body as she experiences Heaven on Earth. I will never ever be able to cuddle Her as she relaxes in the warm afterglow.
I, personally, will never see it.
As much as it is possible in the future, I still sit here wishful thinking. If that's praying, then so be it.