That's just mischievous. I can totally see the reason for being that way if you were first, sent there for something that was fully requited and consensual and mutually loving, and then on top of it you were dealing with a guard who saw you as a piece of shit without knowing anything about you and took pleasure in making your life even worse.

I'm curious to know if you were segregated from the general population. If so, you must have met different types of "sex offenders" and must have some views and stories about that. Were you segregated?