Re: Please write your life story

Not sure if you're being sarcastic or not. Writing my life story and publishing any time before I die would likely ruin the lives of too many people. It's true, I've often wished to "get them back", but while outing them I'd also potentially mess up the lives of dozens of other people who know them. And I really don't feel like going through all sorts of police interviews and re-live every moment of it over and over to try and put them away in jail for a couple years, and that would only be if I was lucky. It was a number of years ago, and though it often haunts me and there's a lot I still have to work through, I think it is all better left as is.

In no way am I saying child love is evil. I love children, and I'm attracted to children (not adults). But anyone who forces a child into anything sexual is wrong. Sometimes I was more than willing, and sometimes at first I wasn't but change my mind as it went on. Those times don't bug me in the slightest. It's the times I didn't want to that were the problem.

If you were joking, that's not very considerate. I was only commenting about the whole child-swapping idea. If you weren't joking, then you at least know my answer to what you said. I actually have thought of writing a fictional story based on some of the things I've been through though. However I don't know if I'd bother trying to get it published. Would be more for myself to work things out, if that makes any sense.

Do I fit the stereo type of the abuse victim being a pedophile? Sure I guess. But I have no idea if any of that makes me attracted to children or not, so I see them as seperate things. Especially since I could never hurt a child. I love them.