I guess I'd reply that from what posts I've read at least, you haven't even attempted to see any positives or bright sides in your situation. So forgive my misgivings when I see a prolific dark cloud at GC that never allows for a ray or two of light in what it shares about its struggles regarding girl love. Creativity is rampant here, always has been, and not always for the sake of what we share. Only be offended if I've called you out in some way. Otherwise, pass me off as a mistrustful has been. I'm cool with that.