They want you dead.

That is, a majority of non-“pedos”. Whether you’re a pro/anti-contact, non-offending or not, young or old, you’re considered a monster. It’s interesting to realize people like friends and family .

Wikipedia says “ One study reported high levels of anger, fear and social rejection towards pedophiles who have not committed a crime.”
Short summary: Fourteen percent (Study 1) and 28 % (Study 2) of the participants agreed that people with pedophilia should better be dead, even if they never had committed criminal acts.
Responses were compared with identical items referring to either people who abuse alcohol (Study 1), sexual sadists or people with antisocial tendencies (Study 2).

Get it? We’re seen as Michael Myers-like. That’s why I laugh a bit at “Virtuous Pedophiles.”
To nons, it’s like saying “Virtuous Serial Killers/Psychopaths”.
Or rather, think about when you’re teacher/parent, etc said “accept yourself for who you are.”
That was a lie, because these attractions and feelings are part of who I am.

But my point is, to all GL, BL, etc is that don’t lose hope(suicide). I know it’s cliched, but you’re capable and smart and have a lot to live for. They WANT you to die. Don’t give them the satisfaction.