As usual my point is entirely missed.

As a child lover, I know what it is like to love without sexual intimacy.

Yes, I know what it is like to love a CHILD without sexual intimacy too. That is not the point, and not what I am discussing.

I know that it is possible to love, respect, and enjoy the company of another person, even in the absence of sex. I also know that, although sex is desirable, it is not the only path to happiness.

I never said it was not possible to love someone without being sexual with them and I certainly never said that sex is the only path to happiness.

You know what? I'm sick of all the bullshit on this site. None of you idiots understand what the hell I am saying. A relationship with someone you love dearly but have no sexual contact with is called FRIENDSHIP. If someone is going to get MARRIED to another person, then they should be your friend AND lover. It is not my fault people here are repulsed by adult women. It is not my fault that most people here are lonely bitter assholes who have never had any sexual contact at all with another person. It is not my fault that I love women as much as I love little girls and that I love sex. Sex IS a part of life and it is a wonderful thing to share with another person. You are missing out and so are the people on this board, but you do not understand this, nor do you care. I don't care either. I am glad that I desire women AND children...if I was wired to only be attracted to kids I would probably kill myself.

I think that too many people here are selfish and care only about their own orgasm and what will get THEM off. When you are involved with a partner in marriage then you are supposed to be there for each other in every way including sexually. I am sick of people saying women are gross and mean and they suck. You tell ME not to judge people...what about all the losers on this site who are constantly putting women down and calling them bitches and saying they are all the same?!? Are they all repulsive?

There is alot of judgement that goes on here at GC, so don't point the finger at me only. I am getting more and more frustrated by this site everyday and it has been building for a long time, even before I went to jail and it's even worse since I got out. There are so many fucking fake-ass trolls on this board it is sickening. There are people here who are nothing more then perverts who are just WAITING for a chance to fuck a kid. I think I will finish that article for YANI like I said I would and then I'm gonna high tail it outta here. I don't belong here.

I'll try and stay in touch with you off the board via e-mail. (btw, thank you for the letter and calendar you sent to me)

Inf.