GirlChat #731552
Wow, so much to unpack here...
The 15y old... She sounds, if all this is 100% accurate about her, that she got sexually abused already, long before you ever came onto the scene. Maybe not, but she was letting her male peers abuse her. And with a and j... All of that was happening IN YOUR HEAD! Why so secretive? You can't expect a LG to know what is going on in the mind of an adult man. The way you phrase some things, you seem to credit them with understanding you more than they actually did. It's not just the incredible mental differences due to age, there are also sex differences. Did you ever think about, oh I don't know, INCLUDING them in the relationship you were having with them in your head? Like telling A, "I'm a pedophile, do you know what that is? I feel THIS way about you, I think THIS about you, I want..."etc... Well I guess it's too late now, if you're not even talking to LGs anymore. That's really too bad. I ALWAYS tell LGs I talk to, what a pedophile is... It's one of the first things out of my mouth. I could go on, I would love to, but remember... I'm on my phone. :(. I'll have to save it for later. P. S. How old are you really? Over 70? Over 80? |