Re: I'm sad (the pedo's constant dilemma)

I completely understand where you are coming from and what you are feeling. At least, I can assure you that you are not alone.

There are ways that you can alter your life and live the way God intended you to be. Personally, I found life as an exclusive pedo in the U.S. so unbearable that I moved and have since adopted children in the new country that I am in.

It sounds to be as if you have NO choice but to follow suit. What else are you going to do? Stay there, stay miserable, and then what? I don't know your legal situation but if you're able to travel, by all means DO IT. Grab a backpack and head to south America, eastern europe, or asia. Find a place that is more agreeable to pedophiles. And then adopt, there are MILLIONS of children that have no home at all.

Only then will you feel love and contentment.

I don't want to hear that you are unable to travel at this time or move or anything of the sort. Where there is a will, there is a way. If you're on probation or something then wait until you are off and then travel. In the meantime, save up your money or start an internet business that you can do from another country. Plan plan plan.

Do not just sit there wallowing in misery. Do something about it.