Had an interesting GM today that scared me

Hey, guys. Today I was at the mall and there was a number of cute AG's there. One of them was stunningly beautiful and I almost dropped my food when I saw her (at the time I was sitting at the food court with a friend and having lunch). I don't understand how the average hetero adult male or adult lesbian female could possibly contend that they don't find AG's attractive.

I was hanging out with a friend today and I ended up having an interesting encounter with an AG, albeit a very brief one. But it was a brief one that really made an impact on me.

I was walking through the mall with a friend, just looking around, when this really cute girl of about 12 or 13 walked by me...she was a cute blonde of average height and she was walking with a boy who was about the same age as her, or maybe a bit younger (I didn't get the impression that they were romantically involved as they weren't holding hands with each other). Whenever I see a girl or a woman that I'm attracted to walk by me in the mall I will oftentimes turn around to get a look at them from behind...there is something about the length of a girl's hair and her butt that just interests me. When this girl walked past me, I only glanced at her with my eyes, not turning my head, because I didn't want her (or anyone else in the mall) to see that I was admiring her. However, after she walked past me I turned around to look at her from behind as I often do...only to see that she had also turned around and was looking directly in my face. She turned around also!! But why?? The point is, she caught me looking at her. She seemed to have a smile on her face when she turned around...she was about seven or eight feet away from me when the two of us saw each other looking. How did she know that I had turned around to look at her? Did she actually know? If so, what were her feelings about a man my age looking at and admiring a girl her age? Was she repulsed? Maybe flattered? (One can hope). Is she immune to all the negative press she hears in the media every day about guys my age finding young girls attractive? What are the chances that she was a teleiophile?

These questions were on my mind for the rest of the day, and I obviously couldn't talk this over with my friend. So I had to wait to get home before I could make this post and tell you guys about it. I know I may sound like I'm making a big deal out of nothing, but I swear that girl was looking directly at me! And I don't frigging understand why she turned around! This was just...an interesting experience. It was one of those times when I had an encounter that took place all in a few seconds, seemingly insignificant in the scheme of things, but which actually had a very strong emotional impact on me. If only I lived in a world where I could have talked to this girl and actually exchanged phone numbers with her, or maybe even inviting her and her friend to have lunch with me and my friend at the food court. But the world being as it is, I simply turned away quickly when she caught me looking at her from behind and went about my business. The need for me to do this depressed me a bit.

On a side note, I went to see The Uninvited with Emily Browning...the movie was mediocre (with a semi-predictable twist ending that seemed to be inspired by The Sixth Sense) but Emily looked amazing. She has a beautiful face with truly unique looking facial features, gorgeous pale flawless skin, and fairly long brown hair. No sign of an Aussie accent, though. Just seeing her onscreen (and in a backless one piece swimsuit at one point!) for ninety minutes was worth the cost of the film. I think Emily is over 18 now, but she still looks like she can pass for 15 and she is truly a brunette bombshell.