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Help me please

Posted by strawberry on 2002-June-12 17:53:56 EDT, Wednesday
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I don't know why but sometimes all I can think about is my attractions to uags and at other times of my life they are barely a passing thought. Lately, I feel obessed. I find myself slowing my car if I see a cutie in the back seat of the car next to me. I flip the tv channels in the hope of seeing just one moment. I've never crossed a line nor would I ever. I am well aware of the consequences and my life is too good to take a stupid risk. Lately my feelings have been torturous. I feel physically pained when I see a pre tween or teen. I don't know if GC is helping or hurting me. I'm thinking of going away to see if it is better, but before I do I was wondering how others of you cope? Do your feelings overwhelm you at times to where you just wanna stay in bed or stay stoned? I'm sure this will pass as it always does, I'm just so sick and tired of having these feelilngs with no where to take them. When I first came here I began to enjoy my feelings because it lessened the guilt, knowing my feelings were harmless given my responsible attitude, but lately the frustration is almost unbearable. Thank God there are no Ygs in my life or I think I'd have to jump off a bridge or something. The idea of being in close proximity to a Yg would be too much to bear. Anyway, thanks for the space to vent --- strawberry

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